I have felt at a standstill for the last few days. I have been drawn to just observe, hold my space and literally taking no action. Quoting Black Elk, A Oglala Lakota Sioux Medicine Man “Know the power that is peace” keeps coming to my mind.

Even while the world around me is chaos, breeding change, hate and love- I just feel drawn to sit. I feel drawn to sit and observe. Observe how others are reacting. Observe how I myself am feeling and how I am reacting to those feelings. Becoming incredibly self aware, to realize that yes, I am the cause of my troubles, but I am also the cause of my celebrations.

I’ve created all of my own pain, even if I wasn’t the person doing the stabbing. That I created my own pain by not setting boundaries, by participating in constructs that hurt and harm others.

My opinions on a lot of subjects has changed, and that is beautiful! I have changed as a person, therefor my thoughts and opinions have changed too.

While I was hiking with friends this weekend, all I could see was the beauty of creation. All I could see was pure spirit. Something unaffected by our lower level bickering, hate and fear. Something that was a blessing from the Divine, something that was just so wondrous and amazing.

It’s time that we all turn within. That we all break away from the information overload. That we take a break from the analysis paralysis we are succumbing to with the current states of everything. You’ll come to find that there are many souls here in the middle ground, and every one of us is welcome here.

There isn’t a jury in the middle ground. There is no judgement, there is no conditions to receive love or happiness.

Unconditional love.

Unconditional forgiveness

Victoria Dellapaolera
Victoria Dellapaolera

Victoria is a Christian minister practicing spiritual healing and development in Williston, North Dakota. Victoria has worked with horses her entire life, and has learned many of her healing techniques from the horses.

She graduated from West Virginia University in 2020 Magna Cum Laude with a bachelors degree in Human Services and Sports and Exercise Psychology; gaining her associates degree in Farm and Ranch Management and Equitation from Dawson Community College in Glendive, Montana in 2012.

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