Spiritual Connectivity | Power & Our Shadows

Spiritual Connectivity

Connection is one of the most beautiful parts of existence. Everything in this world is connected, a grid of divine energy flowing through everything in existence. A spiritual pulse, circulating energy throughout existence, bringing forward sickness, and health. Love and hate. Dark and light.

When we ignore this connectivity and begin existing in a selfish mindset, we lower our vibrations. We create a spiritual sickness in which consumes us. We begin putting the blame on this sickness on others. Refusing to take ownership for our experiences and  for our choices. We manifest the reality we have around us by what our average frequency is. When we refuse to acknowledge our own vibration, when we refuse to address our own mindsets, fears, lust, or greed; we refuse to acknowledge our sickness. A sickness that spreads through the connections we carry in this life. Like a spiritual virus, spreading from host to host until it has consumed us in it’s entirety.

From Connectivity, to Power

From this sickness we begin to make massive shifts from within ourselves. Shifts that create generational curses, passing frequencies down from generation to generation. We begin placing our power in the hands of our oppressors. We succumb to the external gratifications that which bind us, living in a false bliss fueled by lies, illusion, and lust. Shifting from a mindset of self responsibility and self control into victimization and anger; we ourselves remove our power from within, and place it in the hands of those who pull the strings.

We place our power in external objects, in external idols such as celebrities, sports, deities, and people. It is this basic action of placing our power in an external thing where true oppression begins. When we believe that our happiness is contingent on an external factor, we will never find happiness in our lives. By doing these things, we willingly give our power away, and the only way to change this dynamic is to stop playing societies game. To become self aware of how we are manifesting our misery, and how we can make the changes necessary to break these chains that bind us.

Connectivity, Spiritual Power and The Shadows

Over the past few years, I’ve seen so many souls succumb to their shadows. A darkness that resides within each and every one of us which justifies lust, encourages envy, stokes the flames of wrath and places our pride on a pedestal. A darkness that exists because of greed, pushing us to over consume and obsess over materialistic desires and possessions. Growing until our possessions possess us, binding us in a cycle of sickness. Eventually crushing our desires, pushing our natural gifts down deep beneath the surface, the shadow within us extinguishes the spark, ultimately removing us farther from the divine energy that flows through all of creation.

A shadow that encourages immorality and desire, that convinces us that degrading ourselves is acceptable, that judging others is the only way, and only by violence or force (Yes, manipulation is by force) can we achieve the outcomes we desire. A shadow that resides in each and every one of us and until we acknowledge it’s existence, we will make the first crucial steps towards finding true happiness.

Life isn’t about living a life that is free of hardship or challenges. If your happiness is determined by your lack of hardship, then you will likely never find true, deep, happiness and contentment, simply because without hardship, our faith is never challenged. When the divine energy stops flowing our faith is tested. We are tested in our ability to be present in the moment, in the ability to not become consumed by anxiety (living in the future) or depression (living in the past). An untested faith is worthless, as it’s value is never seen. But a faith that is tested, and found to be pure and strong can achieve great things, and carries a value of such great level, it is immeasurable.

As the pulse of divine energy grows weaker, we begin to see our mental, physical, emotional, and spiritual wellness begin to become tested. When our faith begins to weaken, our power begins to fall, it is then when we see an impact on our wellness. We begin to experience depression and anxiety, physical health problems such as endometriosis, fibromyalgia and arthritis as well as emotional instability and the more importantly, the loss of our faith!

In this period of vulnerability we succumb to each and every desire that enters into our minds. We hand the reins over to our shadows, allowing them to completely call the shots without any kind of accountability or ownership of these actions. We alone are responsible for the turmoil we are in. We alone can change the reality that surrounds us. Not by wishing it away, or manifesting in our journals and with our candles and prayers a different reality. But rather by healing our imbalances. By quitting the bull shit.

By strengthening our faith and releasing what pains us and is holding us back from truly loving ourselves and the Creator. The first step to doing so resides within forgiveness for ourselves, as well as for those who hurt us in any way. But forgiving others without forgiving ourselves will get us nowhere, it is only when we do both that we see the impacts forgiveness has on our wellness. Look within ourselves and address the issues that we see in our wellness.

I have come to learn some hard lessons on this path, one of the hardest lessons for me to learn appears to be so simple, yet has been incredibly difficult for me to accept. The only people I can truly help, are those who are willing to change their lifestyle and take true ownership for their behaviors.It isn’t until we truly look within ourselves and wish to make behavioral changes, until we chose to carry our burdens and deal with the crop we are harvesting (and making changes to plant a different seed for the coming crop), when we will find true healing. It doesn’t matter how much work I do, how many articles I write, or courses I create. If you don’t want to change, then you won’t.

Victoria Dellapaolera
Victoria Dellapaolera

Victoria is a Christian minister practicing spiritual healing and development in Williston, North Dakota. Victoria has worked with horses her entire life, and has learned many of her healing techniques from the horses.

She graduated from West Virginia University in 2020 Magna Cum Laude with a bachelors degree in Human Services and Sports and Exercise Psychology; gaining her associates degree in Farm and Ranch Management and Equitation from Dawson Community College in Glendive, Montana in 2012.

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