Spiritual Balance

Duality is what makes our world amazing. The natural forces coming together and pushing against each other to find balance and peace. But the secret to this dualistic thinking? Duality is a myth. It doesn't exist. ALL is one. Everything is one.

We see this when we balance our divine feminine and divine masculine energies. When we balance our yin and yang energies from within us that allow us to live in harmony and peace.

But more importantly, we see this in our shadows. The shadows of the psyche where personality traits, feelings, opinions and reactions to events are pushed into the shadows. Where we deny ourselves to think freely, instead we are pressured by the constructs of society to think a certain way. To react a certain way. To feel a certain way. And if you challenge the thought process or logic you are the bad guy.
This creates shadows within us. This creates a violation of our free will, which shall not be imposed upon by any man, or God. Last night I was meditating, as I have been a lot in the last four months.

As I was meditating, I asked God, “What is your plan for me?”, knowing that I’m not much of a church going Christian.

What I saw was amazing. What he showed me was that by speaking the truth and encouraging others to freely chose their own path to the divine, I am doing Gods work.

God doesn’t care if your Christian, Muslim, Jewish or Pagan. What he cares about is that you are connected to the Divine. That you are living a life that follows the sacred red road. The same road that Christ himself paved before us, the same as medicine men such as Frank Fools Crow, Buddhas, Dalai Llamas and ascended masters across many centuries have walked. All. Is. ONE.

That we feel the divine energy flowing through us in a way that helps us connect and see the true beauty and love of the world. This directly contradicts The Bible right??

But does it??

Jesus says “The only way to connect to the lord is through me”. And I don’t believe him to be wrong, my belief says that this is true, and I can personally attest to it being true as God directly answered my prayers yesterday. But what if Jesus is just what we called him. What if he reached others across the world all at different times? What if Jesus is the name given to him in Bethlehem, and each and every one of us is indeed the child of God.

God flows through us. And the only way to God is through Jesus. Through self development and enlightenment and opening our minds. Seeing through the illusions. Because All is One, we are all connected, and through that connection, we must connect with Christ. And until we do so- we will never ascend.

As I navigate through this modern age of social media, so many are persecuting Christians while calling themselves "enlightened" and "awakened" and my favorite "living in the 9D"; yet they reject this ascended master who allowed humanity to martyr him.


The Bible says that each of us is a child of god. That we are created in his image. John 14:12-14 states that if we pray to Jesus, we can perform the same miracles, no BETTER miracles than what he performed, if we ask for his help. Because he is the son of God, and he will always work to honor God and therefor will help us.

Shadows are constructs. Constructs that we have placed upon ourselves to limit us, control us and impede on our free will. Fill your hearts with love. Gods hands are your hands. This world is in our hands right now, therefor it is in Gods hands right now. But we have to deal with these shadows, these constructs created by the massive construct that is society and religion as a whole.

The Creator isn’t a person. Reach nirvana and you shall see. That God is the Creation of the universe and is the basic ether that surrounds us everyday.

His breath, is my breath, your breath and our enemies breath.

And is why we must forgive ourselves as we forgive our enemy. Why we must love ourselves and our enemies, because in doing so- we are truly loving God.

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Victoria Dellapaolera
Victoria is a Christian minister practicing spiritual healing and development in Williston, North Dakota. Victoria has worked with horses her entire life, and has learned many of her healing techniques from the horses. She graduated from West Virginia University in 2020 Magna Cum Laude with a bachelors degree in Human Services and Sports and Exercise Psychology; gaining her associates degree in Farm and Ranch Management and Equitation from Dawson Community College in Glendive, Montana in 2012.. Victoria received her shamanic rites in 2018, after spending the majority of her life with the spirit of the horse learning the basics of communication, healing, and intuition.
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